It's a fear that I dare not speak aloud. What do you do when you have all the latest publications, all the trendiest books, enough yarn to clothe the neigborhood-and you don't want to touch your knitting needles? I just feel, well, blah about the whole thing. I'd really rather read a book. I suspect there are a couple of reasons for this and they are all directly related to existing knitting projects.
1.) Hunting Mittens. I did not finish them in time for Steve to take hunting. There now sits one mitten with ends waiting to be woven in, and one mitten stuck at the gusset. I can't even look at them. (This is a problem because now I have no motivation except the fact that Steve may go hunting in January for a couple of days. Otherwise, they are not needed until next year.)
2.) Thrummed Mittens. I can't figure the thumb gusset out. Increasing 2 stitches every 4 rounds would be a total of 24 rounds until the gusset is done and that seems like too many rounds. I do not want to forge ahead until I have mentally figured it out because there are thrums involved.
3.) Leaf Lace Shawl. Not bad, actually. I don't want to pick it up unless I can do a right and wrong side in one sitting-just to save my own sanity. I can see myself now setting it down and a couple days later gaily knitting away with the entire thing backwards.
4.) Rhinebeck Sweater. I made a mistake in the cables. It's only by 2 rows but I have started decreasing and I am worried that I will screw up the entire shaping by ripping. I really don't trust myself with this.
5.) Socks for Mom. My mother has NEVER asked me for anything. She has never had a particular Christmas or birthday wish in her entire life. At Rhinebeck this year I had her try on one of my Trekking socks. She agreed only because it was fresh off the needles and hadn't touched anyone else's feet. (I get it honest, I swear.) Then she asked for a pair of socks for Christmas. I have the yarn, I have the goodwill, I just can't figure out a pattern to save my life.
There you have it. Does it make sense to you? It does to me! With the exception of the hunting mittens, I can't seem to work through the hard parts of my knitting, and now I have run out of living room space to run away to another project. I know I can work through the problems (I've worked through far worse), I just don't want to. This has never happened to me before. I've never looked at my knitting and thought, "Eh. Take it or leave it." What do I do?????
edited to add: I cannot believe I have won two prizes! I really don't win this kind of thing! Thank you all for voting for me! It has definately turned my blah day into a shiny one!